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zixian
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
- 快要失控了。。 :
我不知道自己在做什么,心情好烂。
我需要帮助可是不知要找谁, 心情不好也不知道可以跟谁诉苦。
好累。 我好想放弃了。
我觉得我快要失控了。谁能来掌控我?
我现在好羡慕饭来张口的人。。
我也好羡慕那些很聪明的人,尤其是那些状元。。 好想打开他们的脑袋看看。。我真的觉得自己好笨, 好像什么都做不好。。 救命啊!
我一直都在问:我为什么要读书?好难过。。
两个不同的东西。。 能混合在一起吗?我。。。。。。。。
xo xo
arrival time at 8:48 PM
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Saturday, March 28, 2009
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updates before i sleep..
i went to watch CT exhibitions with cat just now.. cool stuffs..
i heard margaret chan praising chris.. haha.. she really likes him.. and i love that pink slippers..
im gonna be alarm clock for 2 ppl later..
im going to sleep now..
xo xo
arrival time at 12:27 AM
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Tuesday, March 24, 2009
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i effing stress now.. my lovely ethics prof gave us 4 days to prepare 3 cases on accounting, finance and shares..
fuck.
xo xo
arrival time at 9:20 PM
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Monday, March 23, 2009
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tired!
xo xo
arrival time at 3:29 PM
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Friday, March 20, 2009
- xo xo :
oh my god.. im so addicted to gossip girl now..
wrong time to get addicted but ya i am..
time to get back to work soon..
i got the urge to do something but i think i'll totally screw it up.. i should just shut up and watch..
xo xo
arrival time at 9:40 PM
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Monday, March 16, 2009
- platu open championship 2009 :
im back..
overall third..
- results
- news: sail-world
- news: sail-world
we sailed on "The Fox".. old le marine.. it's a gd boat except the mast ring for now.. it's a regatta where 1 mistake will cost u positionss.. u simply cannot make the wrong decision and let others take advantage of it.. we learnt alot of new things.. very cool.. stingray drop, kiasu sailing, malaysian pole and tweakers..
funny stuffs:
- chris's monk story of how to endure the coldness(i felt damn cold in the heavy rain, although feeling damn cold at that time, i was kinda trying to picture what is he talking about)
- confirm not platu sails (after we carried the damn thing all the way from the marina office to the pontoon)
- the blue is fising
- 5 cokes and 1 lemon tea.. who's not drinking? i cannot forget that ultimate look..
- fishing line in 1 boat length.. *OMG ouch ouch ouch ouch*
- the "flea".. =\
- ppl from other boat will not call us SMU.. they call us the fox.. haha..
- and! the guy in tesco with super short shorts and trying out the nail polish..
I LOVE YOU PPL DEEP DEEP! ^_^
i feel very sad.. SMUmad is damaged.. it's just 1 weekend.. as cat said.. moods were untempered on sunday.. i totally didn't have the mood to sail at all on sunday.. cheese pies..
xo xo
arrival time at 10:59 PM
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Sunday, March 08, 2009
- i love... :
...to wash the boats.. i love to clean the keel and hull.. didn't know it's actually so fun although i got barnacle cuts today.. ^_^
i love my burnt face.. i love to sail..
my mum gave mi this hat which can cover almost my whole head plus neck.. i'm not kidding.. it's damn cool but i think i'll suffer heat stroke.. i'll bring it to thailand.. hehe.. (btw, i'm wearing it now..)
velvet on thurs night.. im not that crazy to go straight to the airport next morning.. my brother's gonna send mi to the airport..
this morning.. i went to syaz's grave.. it's heartbreaking.. the little boy who followed my trace on his first day of school.. the little boy who joined the band because i kept asking him to.. the little boy i always go home with.. the little boy is lying there..
xo xo
arrival time at 9:14 PM
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Saturday, March 07, 2009
- dinosaur.. :
i must be crazy.. i had maggi goreng and 1/2 a prata but i was still hungry.. so i decided to buy another 2 prata home.. time to cut all this down.. argh..
midterms are over! though it's still not time to slack but i really got this "i have to sit down for a beer" feeling..
我想要喝到烂醉... haha!
最近感觉怪怪的.. 我搞不懂.. 一点头绪也没有..
fix me..
xo xo
arrival time at 8:34 PM
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Friday, March 06, 2009
- i need a study partner.. :
im damn stress now.. i cant get my eyes back on those notes.. i dont want to flunk man.. i need a study partner..
seriously.
xo xo
arrival time at 12:53 AM
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Wednesday, March 04, 2009
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arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
xo xo
arrival time at 3:41 PM
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Monday, March 02, 2009
- weird dream.. :
this is super random.. i dreamt of chris's car yest.. cat, muiyi, chris and i went this island(i dunno what island).. chris and i drove there and when we wanna go home, the island flooded.. chris's car broke down but still can reverse..
then we decided to go to the highest point of the island.. then i dropped my phone into the sea.. i was damn sad..
what kind of dream is that man?
xo xo
arrival time at 11:32 AM
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Sunday, March 01, 2009
- Nua Sunday.. :
I'm burnt.. Red on my tanned skin.. I like..
I got a long cut on my thigh.. From being bow yest.. Funny stuffs happened yest.. Cat slipped off the boat after a wave hits, she was trying to show the keel to the rest.. LOL.. Chris and I (on mains) didn't know that she slipped off.. She was still holding on to the stanchion.. 2nd funny thing was the spin went round the front stay 10times! I swear I'm not bullshitting.. Ah Mui, chris and I struggled to bring it down..
Then cat says: zixian, u be bow, let Mui yi rest..
I think bow is damn fun but I swear I wouldn't wan to race as a bow.. Chris said that everytime I scream or something happen to mi, muiyi will laugh out loud... Not cool..
Shei told us that chris thinks that the spin looks like a bikini.. Damn funny..
Thanks chris! For giving mi a lift to RM today.. Plus cat, we went there earlier to repair the winch, side shroud and rig up.. Storm is damn fun.. Cannot resist it man..
2 more weeks to pattaya.. Can't wait man!
I've endless stuffs to do but I keep procrastinating.. How sia?
^_^
xo xo
arrival time at 11:12 PM
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