Friday, January 30, 2009 - :

This time I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I´ll be waiting for the real thing.
I'll know it by the feeling.
The moment when we´re meeting
will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen
So I`ll be holdin’ my own breath
Right up to the end
Until that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with

`Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.

`Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere.
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

Tonight, out on the street out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right
It´s just like Déjà Vu
Me standin’ here with you
So I´ll be holdin`my own breath
Could this be the end?
Is it that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with?

‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There´s gotta be somebody for me like that.

`Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

You can´t give up!
Lookin´ for that diamond in the rough
You never know but when it shows up
Make sure you´re holdin` on
‘Cause it could be the one, the one you´re waiting on

‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There has gotta be somebody for me
Ohhhhhh.

Nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

Nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There has gotta be somebody for me out there.

xo xo
arrival time at 9:56 AM

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Wednesday, January 28, 2009 - smudge mascara.. =( :

oh my word.. the blue black on my right eye looks like smutch mascara..

today's PT is full of injuries.. first, i slipped and slammed my face against the wall.. i think i blacked out for a very short while.. but continued.. then cat sprained her ankle.. tsk tsk tsk...

i enjoyed current ethics class than the monday class.. and yeah.. got group liaos.. trip to andrew's office found mi lunch buddies.. chris, sherry and ziyi.. and i kept my promise and taught chris abit of photoshop before his meeting..

i went RL and finished the last 2 episodes of little nyonya.. then met mr seah together with richard to get shengli's inspection documentation..

after that we met up with jacq, sherry, ah mui and terence.. jacq, jun jia and winfrid are leaving tml!! gonna miss them..

it's growing everyday.. HOW?

xo xo
arrival time at 11:15 PM

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Tuesday, January 27, 2009 - :

happy chinese new year!

i finish EI lab! but vista is down.. how to hand in sia??? =(

i feel like sleeping some more.. morning class tml.. argh.. i'm always lost in class.. haiz..

i'm watching tv again.. haha..

tonight going to chomp chomp with ziyi, zijie, zihui, zicai and darwin!!! haha.. the zi family! =)

chatted with joyce online yesterday.. we're on the same boat now.. u're not alone..

i'm over the rainbow.. =D

xo xo
arrival time at 10:44 AM

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Saturday, January 24, 2009 - woohoo!! :

i pass! i pass! i pass! woohoo!!! so did fidelis! thanks renfred!

这个世界好复杂。。

xo xo
arrival time at 4:31 PM

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Friday, January 23, 2009 - :

im supposed to be mugging my life away for ppcdl.. i wan to pass!! but im so tired now.. argh..

renfred tutored fi and i just now.. it does help alot.. but i hope i can pass!! the theory part is gonna be a bitch..

其实我。。。。。不知道。

xo xo
arrival time at 11:35 PM

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Thursday, January 22, 2009 - :

what's wrong with getting tan? 我又不是去玩！什么叫做不要玩到这么疯?!
im pretty pissed now.. arghhhh!

chinese new year is coming.. sometimes i drag going for visits because my aunties will start asking me if i have a boyfriend.. or they will ask me to stop doing what a girl shouldn't be doing..

sometimes.. i hate being taken for granted.. at times, i'll wonder what if 1 day i disappear.. will anyone notice? the answer is yes of course.. but will anyone ever remember me after that..

i need some anger management now.. off to bed..

xo xo
arrival time at 6:33 PM

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- =) :

back back back to reality!

quiz tml.. im dead.. i don't even know what's happening in class.. argh.. i don't feel like going back to sch.. haiz.. have to reach sch damn early tml.. 9am! getting a lift from jem.. gonna chill abit before the event..

renfred asked me a super random question.. hmM.. i wonder what's the observations are like.. haha so random.. and now everyone just stir shit.. thanks huh.. i still want to spend my smu life peacefully..
we went to this kelong seafood place on day 1 night for dinner.. nice food but the chilli fish dish nearly killed mi..

second night was KFC at this shopping mall in town.. Juno had spaces for some of us, hence we decided to get another van to go together.. some went for massage which i didn't go.. we went A&W instead for root beer and twisted fries.. and the rest went seafood-ing with Juno folks..

there was a party on the last night at the marina.. i forgot to mention that the marina is very nice and the president came to watch the race too.. which had also causes much inconvenience for us.. haha.. anyways, good food and free flow of beer.. which also made those national sailors to welcome us in a unique way to join them in drinking.. almost all of us were being carried over to their table for a drink..
after that was techno party at their place.. it reminds mi of music underground.. lol.. i ended up drinking at the balcony with richard, chris, cat, justin, cai, john and zhen.. and yes, they did make pm angsty.. and she really studied when she went back to our room!

leaving batam was sian enough liao then the 1 tack upwind passage race! it was more than very sian.. i nearly continued my nap.. while waiting for our passport clearance, john cant get his chilli chop game out of his brain and we started playing outside the room..

i enjoyed myself.. coin!

xo xo
arrival time at 1:26 AM

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Wednesday, January 21, 2009 - back to reality! :

back back back to reality!

quiz tml.. im dead.. i don't even know what's happening in class.. argh.. i don't feel like going back to sch.. haiz.. have to reach sch damn early tml.. 9am! getting a lift from jem.. gonna chill abit before the event..

renfred asked me a super random question.. hmM.. i wonder what's the observations are like.. haha so random.. and now everyone just stir shit.. thanks huh.. i still want to spend my smu life peacefully..
we went to this kelong seafood place on day 1 night for dinner.. nice food but the chilli fish dish nearly killed mi..

second night was KFC at this shopping mall in town.. Juno had spaces for some of us, hence we decided to get another van to go together.. some went for massage which i didn't go.. we went A&W instead for root beer and twisted fries.. and the rest went seafood-ing with Juno folks..

there was a party on the last night at the marina.. i forgot to mention that the marina is very nice and the president came to watch the race too.. which had also causes much inconvenience for us.. haha.. anyways, good food and free flow of beer.. which also made those national sailors to welcome us in a unique way to join them in drinking.. almost all of us were being carried over to their table for a drink..
after that was techno party at their place.. it reminds mi of music underground.. lol.. i ended up drinking at the balcony with richard, chris, cat, justin, cai, john and zhen.. and yes, they did make pm angst.. and she really studied when she went back to our room!

leaving batam was sian enough liao then the 1 tack upwind passage race! it was more than very sian.. i nearly continued my nap.. while waiting for our passport clearance, john cant get his chilli chop game out of his brain and we started playing outside the room..

xo xo
arrival time at 9:53 PM

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Friday, January 16, 2009 - =D :

我很开心。。真希望时间可以停留。。

went for siss investiture yesterday.. although im quite tired after arts fest and FYP meeting, i enjoyed myself.. and yes, we started talking again with a series of vulgarities exchange... haha!

went CSC to clean the boat today.. SMUmad is super dirty.. chris didn't bring extra clothes so his job was to pull mi up and answer my phone.. haha.. i was cleaning the keel with my toes and i lost the sponge! haha.. super funny..!

engine's a bitch.. doesn't seems to work all the time.. thanks seayean for his engine! race starts tml.. i still dun have any idea how's the route gonna be like.. we gonna be motoring across the channel.. hmm..

next sat will be my PPCDL.. oh my tian.. didn't even practice.. like that how sia?

time for bed.. =)

xo xo
arrival time at 11:33 PM

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Thursday, January 15, 2009 - :

好迷人的眼睛。。

我开始觉得累了。。

should i just drop ethics and bid for something else.. i'm damn scare now.. i dont want to group with him.. =(

i just got to know that yt's going away.. oh my tian.. then joyce how? why is this world so complicated? why cant love be simply?

i think i'm confused too.. help!

xo xo
arrival time at 12:09 AM

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Thursday, January 08, 2009 - end of race day 3 :

passage race sucks big time.. first, our main helyard went up the mast then our side stay came off.. hell crazy..
we suck at downwind start.. and hell ya.. 3 classes started together.. we were the last second of the whole fleet! but we cross the finishing line about 3mins after the 4th platu.. still not that bad la.. for we spent more than 15 mins to settle the side stay and main sail..

we're aiming for first place for the rest to beat the navy lao jiaos.. woohoo!
we appeared on the asian yacht website.. sailor chicks.. ha.. chris said that maybe they're talking about ziyi.. haha!!
http://asianyachting.com/news/RLIR09/2.htm

supper tonight was on mi cos i lost in poker.. lol.. we had lotsa laughing time.. sian.. how i wish this holiday wouldn't end..

the blue black disease is back on my legs.. it's mother big..

im so tired now.. time for bed soon.. =)

xo xo
arrival time at 10:56 PM

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Wednesday, January 07, 2009 - :

5th day in Langkawi.. ended second race day.. 3 more days to go.. island rounding tml.. cui big time.. the sun here seems to be nearer to us.. haha..
so far not that bad.. first race abit screwed up because of the mast ring.. but we still manage to catch up and keep our 3rd position.. =)
we came in second for race 2.. first for race 3 and 4.. haha.. we got our wish to beat BMW.. yeah~

the food at the parties are good.. haha.. nice ppl everywhere.. im happy here.. ^_^

very tiring but enjoyable.. good..

xo xo
arrival time at 8:12 PM

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