i hope qiuyan's ah ma will get well asap.. i believe in her!! ah ma.. you can do it! take care my friend..
你能感受到我的心吗？
xo xo
arrival time at 10:03 AM
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Monday, January 29, 2007
- self-caged weekend :
i must be crazy.. i had a dream of "someone" being my boyfriend.. and he's really good to mi.. erms.. in reality, he's kinda a nice person.. but definitely it's impossible for us.. I THINK IM CRAZY..
i haven step out of the house since fri night after going for band.. band was ok.. as we reach kinda early, we went back to old teck whye campus and took some photos.. it's a memorable place for mi..
i like the sound projected by tuba but i no longer got that strength to carry it for long.. i wish that i can learn some other instruments.. but i need someone to teach mi.. i wanna learn percussion.. but.... haiz.. anyway.. the next practice cum gathering is on this coming friday.. i should go to the gym on the coming saturday.. take my time to work out.. mami went ah ma's house yesterday, she came house saying that jia ling(my cousin) getting fatter.. then mami told her that i 减肥成功.. abit stress lei cos got jian fei.. but i think not that much yet la huh.. i must jia you some more before chinese new year.. wanted to go gym yesterday but i watched tv till like nobody business.. and since it's rather late and raining.. i decided to just be a couch potato.. and my eyes are stuck to the tv set.. i watched:
- re-telecast of superstar finals preview - 少年特攻队 (laugh till explode) - asean game: singapore vs malaysia (kinda boring) - cheetah girls II - CSI - high school musical - Wedding episode 1 - eight legged freaks - gorilla show (not the monkey gorilla.. it's jacky wu's variety show) - the dance floor - 双雄
time to shop for new year clothes..
命中注定。。 我认命了。。
xo xo
arrival time at 11:51 AM
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Thursday, January 25, 2007
- :
98.7fm playing my favourite songs.. woohoo.. so loving it
xo xo
arrival time at 11:11 AM
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- movies? :
movies that i wanna watch: - Charlotte's Web* - The Curse Of The Golden Flower* - Kung Fu Mahjong 3: The Final Duel* - One Last Dance - Happy Birthday
still got a new thailand horror movie coming out soon.. not sure about the name.. sounds not bad to mi.. so mani show haven watch.. =( joyce say her friend say Apocalypto not nice..
edited: the name of the thailand horror movie is "the unseeable"
faezah was saying about going to watch the match between singapore and malaysia at national stadium.. i dunno where to buy the tickets.. anyone noe? then we also need to buy the phantom of the opera tickets.. let's buy the tickets on 24th april ok?.. cos cruz going on 24th april too.. hehe.. we gonna buy the students price tickets which cost $50.. woohoo.. click here for more information
Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia is the fear of long words
aku cintapadamu
xo xo
arrival time at 10:11 AM
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Wednesday, January 24, 2007
- 思念 :
i bought a new orange nike water bottle.. =) cos whenever i wanna drink water from my current blue water bottle when im on the treadmill, i have to struggle alot but got to drink abit onli.. when my throat is damn dry, i cant continue running non-stop.. hmm.. 减肥计划 is going rather well.. already had 5kg off mi.. but i think it's still kinda slow.. wanna reduce more before chinese new year.. so i can buy nicer clothes.. hehe..
i got a new colleague from india and i start to think that he's abit scary.. sometime we'll see each other at the bus stop.. i came to work earlier than usual yesterday thus didn't see him.. when he saw mi in the office, he said that i look nice today.. erms.. i OS to myself: "HUH??" i said: "oh.. thank you".. then today i was in the bus behind the one he's in.. while walking into the office, he turned to me and ask: "u were in the bus behind mine? i waited for u at the bus stop".. ERMS..! i never ask u to wait for mi and isn't it obvious that im on the bus behind? kinda weird cos im not close to most of the ppl here except maybe the admin gal.. ever since the traumatizing incident at O bar, i get abit turn off when i see foreigner guy.. im so sleepy now.. yawn~
gals.. are we going out tml?
My Sacrifice
Hello my friend, we meet again It's been awhile, where should we begin? Feels like forever Within my heart a memory A perfect love that you gave to me Oh, I remember
When you are with me I'm free I'm careless, I believe Above all the others we'll fly This brings tears to my eyes My Sacrifice
We've seen our share of ups and downs Oh how quickly life can turn around In an instant It feels so good to realize What's in yourself and within your mind Let's find peace there
When you are with me I'm free I'm careless, I believe Above all the others we'll fly This brings tears to my eyes My Sacrifice
I just want to say hello again I just want to say hello again
When you are with me I'm free I'm careless, I believe Above all the others we'll fly This brings tears to my eyes Cause when you are with me I am free I'm careless, I believe Above all the others we'll fly This brings tears to my eyes My Sacrifice, My Sacrifice
I just want to say hello again I just want to say hello again
My Sacrifice.
xo xo
arrival time at 10:55 AM
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Tuesday, January 23, 2007
- with loves :
i have been doing testimonial thingy for my darlings and d4e(dearies forever) haha.. i hope all like the photos.. =) i love all of you.. thanks for being part of my life.. we'll be friends forever.. till we're old with white hair and wrinkles on our faces.. hoho..
truly madly deeply
I'll be your dream I'll be your wish, I'll be your fantasy I'll be your hope, I'll be your love Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath Truly Madly Deeply Do I will be strong, I will be faithful Coz I'm counting on
A new beginning A reason for living A deeper meaning (yeah)
I want to stand with you on a mountain I want to bathe with you in the sea I wanna lay like this forever Until the sky falls down on me
And when the stars are shining Brightly in the velvet sky I'll make a wish send it to heaven Then make you want to cry
The tears of joy for all the Pleasure in the certainty That we're surrounded By the comfort and protection of
The highest powers In lonely hours The tears devour you
I want to stand with you on a mountain I want to bathe with you in the sea I wanna lay like this forever Until the sky falls down on me
Oh can you see it baby? You don't have to close your eyes Coz it's standing right before you All that you need will surely come
I'll be your dream I'll be your wish, I'll be your fantasy I'll be your hope, I'll be your love Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath Truly Madly Deeply Do
I want to stand with you on a mountain I want to bathe with you in the sea I wanna lay like this forever Until the sky falls down on me
xo xo
arrival time at 3:21 PM
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Monday, January 22, 2007
- =) :
so.. the weekends are over.. at least it wasn't that bad.. far east organisation gave us vouchers for us to experience the new shopping malls.. there's 2, central and square 2.. on saturday, joyce, lixia and jenny accompany mi to central which is rather easy for us to go as 190 reach directly opposite the shopping mall.. well.. i would say that i got a good harvest.. i bought therapy stuffs for my hands and feet and a bottle of nail polish.. hmm.. i like the color.. =) the place is rather cool.. jenny felt very hungry and since i haven eat, we decided to find a place where we can sit down, rest and drink water! haha.. as quite alot of shops were still under renovation and the food court wasn't open yet.. we made our way to liang court shopping centre.. decided to settle down at mcdonald.. the onli thing that i can take is cup corn.. initially we plan to move to the next stop, square2 to use the vouchers.. but the another plan that we have was go faezah's house and watch saw3! but then it was raining, we were kinokuniya instead.. stayed there for quite sometime.. we also went to the japanese super market and the rest bought alot of fruits! it's very expensive sia.. we saw an apple that cost nearly 20 bucks!! omg.. apple of gold man.. then we headed for bukit panjang plaza to rent the vcd.. but end up renting saw2 and my super ex-girlfriend becos saw3 is not out yet.. saw2 has a very nice storyline.. my super ex-girlfriend doesn't came out as nice as wat i thought.. anyway.. while watchin, we indulged ourselves with all those fruits.. it was 11.30pm when we finish everything..
it was swimming on sunday~ i swam 10 laps.. slow and easy.. i dun wanna build any muscles.. just wanna slim down.. hoho.. as ying tao drove there, we got a ride back to bpp.. =) after faezah's sis cut her hair at kimage and shopping at ntuc, we headed home.. i watched tv with my parents.. laugh till explode.. cos we watching jackie wu's gorilla show.. damn funny.. while watching, i did my therapy on my feet first, polish my nails and then therapy on my hands.. wah.. it takes hours man.. but when u feel the comfort on the feet, it's rather worth it.. =)
once again it's friday.. gym tonight.. and after that will be dinner with qiuyan, joyce, jenny, faezah and lixia.. hmm.. alumni band practice will be resuming next friday.. as bpghs will be temporarily located at the old Teck Whye Sec campus for 2007 to 2008, im returning to the old TECK WHYE CAMPUS!! yeah!! i suddenly remember when we shifted from teck whye old campus to the new campus.. there's rats in the band room.. cos packets of drink were being bitten and the place got messed up by them.. thus, we decide to catch the rats ourselves(with the help from mr gooi's mouse trap..) i remember setting up the food in the mouse trap thing and jiang jiang.. the first stupid rat was being caught.. yeah~ but the rest were smart.. there wasn't any after that.. lol.. i miss secondary school..
i got ulcer in my mouth.. it's so painful.. eat also pain, tok also pain.. onli drink cold water then feel abit better.. argh.. ROAR!! time check now, it's 5.05pm.. 25 more minutes before i can leave the office.. hmm.. everyday look forward to the same thing.. either lunch time or knock off time.. like wasting my time away onli.. =(
what am i doing?...
what had you did to my brain?
xo xo
arrival time at 5:02 PM
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Thursday, January 18, 2007
- so loving it :
yesterday last minute met joyce after gym.. cos rain(why ur concert ticket so ex?? muhaha..) need help in her project.. she didn't know anything about flash.. and guess wat her team mates just threw it to her like that.. if it was mi, i confirm tekan(spelt correctly?) them like hell.. some more give it so last minute.. okie.. hai hao its rather a simple one.. so i was able to finish it.. as it's been a long time i didn't touch on flash liao, i get abit retard with some of the controls la.. need to think hard in order to get the effect i wan.. hmm.. i finish everything at 3.30am.. was too lazy to on the PC to email it to her.. thus, i thought i could go to office this morning then send her.. i managed to hear the alarm clock ringing this morning but too lazy to wake up.. so i msg xiu fen that i need to take half day urgent leave.. hoho.. nvm la.. cos i got nothing to do in office anyway.. go to work late, time seems to pass faster.. i love to do things using photoshop and flash.. the tools are so cool.. just now help joyce to do this PCD photo with their heads cos she thinks that her head looks funny.. woohoo.. it looks so WOOHOO~ hahahaha..
PS: joyce.. tell rain dun need to feel guilty(maybe just give mi a pair of tickets to the concert).. haha.. i love to help.. =) cheer~
yesterday bernard was saying about going kallang to paddle.. hmm.. im okie with it as we got free revision lesson.. hoho.. but dunno when is it nia la.. haha.. my 减肥计划 makes mi feel so addictive to it.. haha.. like wat vincent say.. once u get the feel good feeling, it's damn addictive.. especially when u see the weight going down.. haha.. total agree!! 大家一起加油吧。。 Love You So
Ooh Ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh
From the minute that you got my attention I was taken and I have to mention I was trying to not let it show But I knew I wasn't gonna let you go From the way that you came right to me Looking all hot with the style that threw me No one would've ever known it You would be the one who take this heart and hold it
You got that extraordinary way Got to be next to ya every single day You do something that I just can't explain Wanna take the chance and tell you you're the one for me
Ooh, I love you so Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go Yeah, do you know it Ooh, I love you so Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go I just want you to know
You can san say anything you want to No stress 'cause I understand you We got a vibe you can't define Want everyone know that boy is mine We won't fight and stop and stare At the way you hold me, you take me there At times I feel I lose control Forget everyone but the hand I'm holding
You got that extraordinary way Got to be next to ya every single day You do something that I just can't explain Wanna take the chance and tell you you're the one for me
Ooh, I love you so Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go Yeah, can you feel it Ooh, I love you so Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go I just want you to know
Please know this I'll always be right here And you don't have to look Nowhere else babe Don't think for a minute This love will change Oh you should know that
Ooh, I love you so Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go Yeah, can you feel it Ooh, I love you so Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go I just want you to know
Ooh, I love you so Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go Yeah, can you feel it Ooh, I love you so Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go I just want you to know
xo xo
arrival time at 3:46 PM
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Wednesday, January 17, 2007
- tv addict.. losing weight addict.. =) :
reach home rather early yesterday.. after bathing, it's onli 7pm.. my mum cook fish soup for mi.. it's so nice.. as i told her that previous day, hamida cook de got a 鱼腥味 which cause the corn to taste bad too.. hmm.. i love to drink mami cook de soup.. so nice.. =)
taking the bowl of soup, i went into my room to watch 萤火虫的梦.. it's rather funny.. i thought i could sleep at 8 or 9pm.. BUT it's phua chu kang at 8pm.. and the arena at 8.30pm.. im not exactly interested in the arena but i wanted to see how interesting is it.. but turns out to be like no different from other debating show(well.. at least that's wat i think).. and it's 最高点 at 9pm.. as i watched the episode on the day before yesterday, so there's a magnetic force from the tv that attracted my eyes.. i suppose that i'll stuck in the gym till 8pm tonight? cos i wanna watch 萤火虫的梦.. lol.. or i got the urge to subscribe for mobtv.. haha.. abit waste money..
yesterday diet master vincent checked on how's my diet going.. well.. he say my progress is gd.. the last feast i had was during christmas time.. hmm.. other than the piece of pizza i had a week ago.. yesterday he said: "i heard that you had a piece of pizza..? FOUL.." haha.. since when he got my mum as his spy??.. hmm.. i have been eating non or little sweet stuffs for about 3 weeks le.. it's becoming a habit liao.. now as i eat less sugar stuff, i will find it still abit too sweet.. im achieving it.. after saying of going on dieting for so long, finally it's a successful and ongoing one.. =) i still wanna lose at least 15kg.. aza aza hwaiting!! lips of an angel
honey why are you calling me so late it's kinda hard to talk right now honey why are you crying is everything okay i gotta whisper cause i can't be too loud well, my girls in the next room sometimes i wish she was you i guess we never really moved on it's really good to hear your voice saying my name it sounds so sweet coming from the lips of an angel hearing those words it makes me weak and i never wanna say goodbye but girl you make it hard to be faithful with the lips of an angel
it's funny that you're calling me tonight and yes i've dreamt of you too and does he know you're talking to me will it start a fight no i don't think she has a clue well my girls in the next room sometimes i wish she was you i guess we never really moved on it's really good to hear your voice saying my name it sounds so sweet coming from the lips of an angel hearing those wordsa it makes me weak and i never wanna say goodbye but girl you make it hard to be faithful with the lips of an angel
it's really good to hear your voice saying my name it sounds so sweet coming from the lips of an angel hearing those words it makes me weak and i never wanna say goodbye but girl you make it hard to be faithful with the lips of an angel (and i never wanna say goodbye) but girl you make it so hard to be faithful with the lips of an angel honey why are you calling me so late
xo xo
arrival time at 10:16 AM
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Monday, January 15, 2007
- :
rot my weekends away again.. i hate rainy days.. it makes mi feel so down.. =( i hate this feeling.. =( 说不上为什么 我变得很主动 若爱上一个人 什么都会值得去做 我想大声宣布 对你依依不舍 连隔壁邻居都猜到 我现在的感受
time check now.. it's 5.25pm.. still got 5 minutes more to knock off time.. from tuesday of this week, i've been going to work at 8.30.. so i can leave the office at 5.30.. half an hour makes quite alot of diff.. i could get seats on bus and there's not much of traffic jam ard.. i can meet friends earlier.. can go home earlier to watch tv.. i prefer to have more time in the evening.. most of my colleagues are either foreign or married or both.. so to them, evening doesn't mean much.. tml gonna go kayaking.. sunday gonna go swimming.. i'll certainly go if there's no unforeseenable circumstances(which is somehow foreseenable).. im going off soon.. cheer~
我有真正的被爱过吗?
xo xo
arrival time at 5:21 PM
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Thursday, January 11, 2007
- im bored.. :
it's thursday already.. the week gonna be over soon.. everyday in office is about the same.. i watch korean drama, my girl, whenever i can(when heads not around).. sometime browse friendster.. look at friend's new photos.. yesterday night chat with faezah about sec sch mates.. i miss those time back in sec sch.. i envy those who are studying now.. my turn is coming.. i hope it'll come asap.. i really dun like "de ne ne".. always so shameless.. always toking about something that everyone else dun understand or not interesting.. really make mi feel so disgusted.. everytime go pantry find things to eat.. if pantry got nothing, he'll go hunt for food at other ppl's desk.. i pity one of them as "de ne ne" always go to his desk and take snacks without asking for permission.. and everytime during lunch, he will eat very fast.. like a pig that was being starve for days.. yesterday he saw this lady walking pass our office, he chiong all the way to the door, peek at her and keep saying: "wow.. babe man.. babe.." and omg.. the lady is like auntie level kind.. just that she dress abit sexy.. i can imagine y he's single.. he look so despo and ugly.. please?! every gals who see him coming might just run away.. argh!! i also dun understand y ppl can do things so slow.. go toilet also slow.. go buy food also slow.. do watever things all very slow.. omg.. cant they increase their speed?! ROAR!!!!!
should i be thanking god or wat? lesson learnt..
xo xo
arrival time at 2:37 PM
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Tuesday, January 09, 2007
- yawn~ :
i reach office at 8.30 this morning.. woohoo.. can leave office at 5.30pm later.. gonna watch confession of pain.. i hope it's nice.. so sleepy.. i cant wait to study again.. working is so sian.. alot of ppl say i look cute with the new hair style.. where got?! look like one ah toot onli.. faster grow abit then stay that length for longer.. lol.. i got this colleague who is very weird.. she's about 40 or so.. she looks older than she is ba.. she eats very slow.. but still like to tok alot when eating.. then just by watching her eating will make u wanna stuff the rest of her food into her mouth which is like maybe a small piece of meat.. but she like to cut the small meat into several smaller pieces.. and she's always the one who wants to have coffee or dessert after that.. buai tahan.. she really eat damn slow.. then sometime right after lunch, she will say she's hungry again.. anyway she's very very skinny.. dunno where the hell all those food go.. the way she tok also very weird.. sometime she sounds like she's so educated but sometime she sounds like one mountain turtle.. everytime when we were either waiting for bus or lift, normally ppl will just stand still.. she will move from the right to the left and back to the right.. tsk! very irritating lei.. can stop moving or not?! i wonder how can the customer tahan her presentation.. omg.. keep moving non-stop.. if i were them, i will order her to stop moving.. she didn't do something wrong or wat la.. but sometime got very irritated by her.. i dun like to have lunch with her.. but wat to do.. there's so little ladies in the office.. no choice.. i hope she dun come in before lunch today.. i wanna have a peaceful lunch..
always wondering..
xo xo
arrival time at 10:58 AM
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Monday, January 08, 2007
- ah toot :
it was da da da jie's birthday on friday.. went to her house and had steamboat together AND to see the "展览品".. well he look younger than his age.. after that, the rest wanted to go zouk initially.. wah.. the coverage charge excluding drinks cost 38 bucks after 10pm or something like that.. it's so expensive.. aiyo.. then some more heard that the drinks not cheap.. alamak.. i think it's a waste money thing to do.. anyway they didn't go as most of ppl decided not to go, the next plan was kbox.. yan's father say that if i dun go means i dun 给面子.. ah.. it's not that la.. im very tired.. and kinda dun enjoy club and ktv anymore.. suppose to go kayaking on saturday de.. but..... rot my whole day at home watched alot of vcds with my bro.. faezah injured her knee.. so it was alone to gym on sunday.. im starting to see my efforts on the weighing machine.. i can do it de! =) i've got my hair done.. i look like ah toot now.. fringe too short le la.. argh.. but at least look nicer when tied up.. but i cant tied it now.. at least for the next 2 weeks.. the long weekends are over.. back to 5 working days le.. =( cant wait for chinese new year to come.. faster faster come.. let's pray together.. haha!
when is it?
xo xo
arrival time at 5:23 PM
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Thursday, January 04, 2007
- first post of the year~ :
my first post in 2007.. it's kinda a bad start for mi.. things don't go well for mi.. but unhappiness is a way to measure happiness.. if there's no unhappiness, u wouldn't even noe when u are happy.. i believe things will get better once it gets to the lowest point.. =) i rather someone spoil my day than i spoil others day.. but sometime i just cant control it anymore.. im a bad person.. someone please help mi to dig that hiding hole?..
eyes infection yesterday.. red and swollen just like goldfish.. got MC thus total off day was 5 days.. gonna work for 2 days and then it's weekends again..
gals.. sorry.. i really dun fond of going clubbing.. sorry to disappoint you all.. and alcohol is damn fattening(i read it somewhere.. forgot whether it's newspaper or online article).. as you all noe.. im on a serious diet now.. =) enjoy urself tml ba.. cheers~(with plain water, ezah can join mi..) so are we still going kayaking on saturday?.. im going to rebond hair on sunday~ yeah!
you never fail to make mi smile.. thank you very much..
